Ten months ago a couple days from now You left me here all by myself How time has flown and your memory stands So clear in my head it's hard to understand Just why you left, why it had to be you The one who's death has left me so blue Not a single person knew me like you The one person who's love was so very true I've looked for you time and time again But it seems as if there will be no end To my life long search for a person I lost Who I'd love to have back at any cost I know he's gone but how can it be real He doesn't even know exactly how I feel The late night phone calls that lasted for hours Just went away like the end of summer flowers They ended one night to never be heard again Never seen again, where do I begin Starting my life over without him here It's so very hard 'cause I love him so dear There are nights that I cry because I miss him so much I miss his hugs and that special touch That brightened my day no matter how bad it was Because in his heart he had so much love Enough to share with all his friends It's hard to believe his life had to end We all still love him and always have And that's why we are still so sad No matter what happens from here on out Always know that and never doubt One day far from now we will see him again And our new lives will then begin.
Reason for writing:
After my best friend and lover of 2 years died in a car accident, I found myself alone and in a state of confusion. I found that by writing I was able to express my feelings and to start dealing with the grief. I hope that the poem doesn't depress you.
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