A Solitary Life

by Brad Gray - Not entered

Alone, once more, I find myself
Longing to be near
The girl I feel I should be with
But who instead I fear.

Maybe it is me I fear,
My fear of failure again.
But most of the girls I know don’t see
I’m not like other men.

A fear of rejection due to my beliefs
Combine to make me unique.
The conclusion that I end up with
Is that I’m up shit creek.

Although I’m not prepared to change
My own beliefs as such,
I still expect things to pick up
If not by very much.

I know that I am real confused
And don’t know what to do.
‘bout females and my life I feel
I haven’t got a clue.

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this when my life meant shit to me.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-10-02 22:57:16
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:35
Poem ID: 50708

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