I Hate What I've Become

by Brad Gray - Not entered

Tonight I felt the feeling
The feeling deep within
Although I thought to stop myself
My true self couldn't win

The person I became tonight
I loathe with all my heart
To become someone I truly hate
From this life I should part

I told myself I wouldn't ever
Become this evil one
Now how can I live with myself
When I hate what I have done

I don't deserve to keep her
She means too much to me
I just don't want this inner self
To hurt her when it's free

I swore myself to rid the world
Of evil such as this
But If I leave her I will miss
Her soft and tender kiss

Solutions few and far between
There's only two I know
To end it all and kill myself
Or simply let her go

Reason for writing:

    Something I did I had to get off my chest.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-10-15 21:09:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:36
Poem ID: 50799

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