The course of my life
Never ran smooth.
No one seemed to care.
No one was ever there.
Then one fateful day,
I met you,
“You are so beautiful,” I thought.
But I never thought the chance with you.
We started talking,
And I felt something
special between us.
It’s like once in my life,
I had found someone to love.
We began going out,
And my life changed for the good.
You were there for me,
And I was there for you.
We joked, we laughed,
We wrote poems and letters.
It didn’t mater what they said,
They just made us feel better.
We’d want to be with each other
all of the time.
You’d say, “I think of you
so much it should be a crime.”
The perfect relationship
We were sharing.
I felt that you would always be there,
To show your love and caring.
Then, in the blink of an eye,
It seemed you were no longer there.
I felt something had happened,
For me you no longer cared.
No more letters,
No more “I want to be with you’s.”
It seemed I would say this stuff,
But to you it didn’t matter.
I made it seem I didn’t care,
But forgetting to tell me something,
Made me feel as if you didn’t care.
Sometimes I felt like you didn’t love me.
Like you didn’t want to be around me.
That somehow we weren’t meant to be.
I kept all of my pain bottled inside.
But I felt resistance between us.
“Does she want to break up?”
I thought in sorrow.
I would cry myself to sleep.
Wondering, wondering,
If we could ever be back to normal.
I long for a letter,
Telling me you care.
I long for a hug,
Or for you to run your fingers through my hair.
I long for your gentle kiss,
Telling me you love me.
I long for you to say, “I want to be with you.
I think we’re meant to be.”
Many of these things I do long for.
But one keeps itself in mind.
I long for your love,
For your caring.
I long for us to just
Be back to normal.
As of right now,
I feel that in your eyes,
I’m just here,
No one special.
I remember everything we’ve done,
And everything we dreamed about.
I remember our dream of wanting
To be together forever.
Now it seems that this dream
Will never become a reality.
But to you, my heart
Will always be open and free.
To end this poem,
I would just like to say.
That I love you,
In each and every way.
And I just hope,
With all the power of my heart,
That the relationship we had before,
Will come back to us someday.
This poem is not to make you mad,
But maybe open your eyes.
I believe that we are not as we used to be,
And it’s the cause of my cries.
This poem is here to show
That I still love you,
And with all the power of my heart,
I wish you’d love me too.
I want one simple thing,
Not much to ask.
Can we get our relationship back,
Can we remove the mask?
So many emotions,
I am feeling right now.
Sorrow, pain, and joy.
I can’t decide which.
Please think about us,
And see that to you I am true.
And know that in your heart,
You long for me, and I long for you.
Reason for writing:
same girl as in meant to be. we were having problems, fighting and stuff. we later on broke up. she had cheated on me, going out with a co-worker.
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