Sitting all alone, I begin to think. What is wrong with my life? Why does my boat always sink? Past loves have all done me wrong. Saying one thing, Meaning another, Leaving me for another lover. I did care for them, But they have destroyed me. Why can't I just find that girl, Who believes we're meant to be? Then thoughts cross my mind. They are all of you. This love never seemed to click before, But now I feel I that I need you. We had been friends for a while, But that's as far as it went. We talked as good friends talk, And my love for others could not be bent. But after my last relationship, We began talking more. And for some God-given reason, My heart no longer tore. I wondered why... These other girls I did love. Why did it all end, Flying away like a dove? It was because of you. Why had I been thrown so many curves In this short game of life? Why so much pain? Why so much strife? It was because of you. You were there, And I never realized. But to be with you, It has been worth the cries. But I have my doubts. I like you, But you don't like me. Questions come, Questions go. Throughout this pain-filled mind they flow. Why do you ignore me? Can't you think it over? Why do you not give me a chance? Can't you see we'd work? But these feelings, no one knows, Only I. I would lift you up, If I could fly. You only want friendship, But I desire something greater. Why can't we try? We neither would be traitors. The melodious sound of your voice Echoes through my head. A whisper carries your name. It reaches it's destination. You're the one, I whisper back. But my voice did not carry. You do not hear. You do not understand. You do not see, That you and I are meant to be. Your beauty, unsurpassed by few. I try to tell myself you're just a dream, But in reality you're my dream come true. Can't you see I love you? Can't you see I care? Can't you see we're perfect together? Can't you see a love is there? These feelings I cannot control. But as for now, These hidden feelings will stay that way. Why am I so in love? It is because of you. Maybe someday, We can give it a try. I just hope it happens, Before we say goodbye. Maybe someday... Maybe someday... Right now, I don't know what to do. I am in complete ecstasy.... And it is because of you.
Reason for writing:
ok, me and my g/f broke up. i then started talking more to this girl in the poem. i realized that i loved her. i have never had the guts to ask her out though, and she has a b/f now. but i still love her, this poem is how i really feel about her.
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