Laying in this grassy field, all alone, Staring at the sky. The stars shine brightly, And the moon gives it's glow. I think about the past, As a light wind blows. I'm hurting inside, And no one knows. I look back on those girls, Who all treated me wrong. Lying, cheating, stealing, Stealing from me my heart. I ask myself why. Why had I ever tried to love? But there is no answer to that, And I feel unloved. When you stepped into my life, I thought you were the one. Finally an awesome girl, I thought the battle won. But I was proved wrong very quickly, You leaving my side. Had I done something wrong? Had I not tried? But I realized that you, You are just like the others. Saying that you cared, That you wanted to be my lover. But these words were only words, No true feelings behind them. You said you hoped you hadn't hurt me, But now my love light is dim. It made me wonder. Was I so foolish? To believe you truly liked me, That I was your only wish? This pain I can endure no more, I feel that I'm a freak. No one will ever be true to me, For me, no one will ever seek. No one cares, And no one ever will. I give up on love, I'll let my heart be still. I'm afraid of the hurt, I'm afraid of the tears. I'm afraid I'll experience that pain again. The pain of all those years. I look into the sky again. Wishing on star. And the answer I desire, Must come from afar. I close my eyes to think again. Wonder about my future. I have escaped a life of sin, But will anyone love me? I'm unsure. At this point, I can only hope, That somewhere out there is the one for me, And will release from my heart this rope. But until then, I'll be waiting. Waiting for that one person, Who will unconditionally love me.
Reason for writing:
written after the girl in the star broke up with me. the pain was too much and i had to write about it. this poem was directed toward her, but i never gave it to her.
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