Staring

by brando31 - Not entered

Staring.
The sky is clear.
Stars give their testimony.
The moon shines romantically.

Romantically?  I think.
It can't be romantic,
Without someone to share it with.

I think back.
She lied.
She cheated.
They all lied.

Do I have feelings?
Apparently not.
Does everyone hate me?
Apparently so.

I thought they loved me.
Too good to be true.

I just want to die.

Tears fall.
Pain grows.
Questions come.
Answers don't.
Why?
I don't know.
Who?
I hope her.
When?
Probably never.

I like her.
She doesn't like me.

She is so perfect.
I'm not.

I can love.
She doesn't know I can.

I would die for her,
But her not for me.

Alas, rejection.
Even though I didn't ask,
I know.
I know by her actions.

Pain.  Pain.  Pain.
I'm going insane.

Hit myself.
No one cares.
Will anyone ever see
Beyond my appearance?

Will anyone look to my heart?
I can care.
But no one wants to see.

I'm a loner.
Always will be.
Love I will never truly see.

But for now,
I'll just sit.
Look to the moon.
Wonder.
Alone.
Romantic
How I long for someone to love me.
But no.
Never.
Never.
Never.

Reason for writing:

    ok, my life has basically sucked.  i have been lied to by every girl i have ever dated or liked.  i can't take much more of it.  i only wonder why....    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-10-18 16:52:27
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:37
Poem ID: 50825

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