As my arm slowly starts to raise up to my head As my hand holds a gun I wonder what it would be like to be dead As I wonder if every chamber had a bullet in it As I hear the gun hit the empty chamber I think oh shit Is this something I want to do can I bare not seeing all of you YES! I can, so I pull the trigger once again -CLICK- I brearthe a sigh of relief But I know I can't go on so I pull the the trigger -CLICK, CLICK, CLICK- All empty, but wait there is one more chamber might it be full I slowly raise the gun putting it to my head My hand is shaking My heart is aching As my finger presses against the cold metal of the trigger it is trembling There is a loud bang But now is silence and dark And I am dead For I blew a hole in my head I don'tknow if I will go to heaven or hell But I am free, free at last No longer can they tell me what to do or where to go I am free Death has opened the gates and I have stepped through GO TO HELL ALL OF YOU!!Birth sign: Not entered
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