Mornings without you

by Megan - Aries

Today I forgot that you were gone
I woke up expecting to hear Bouncing
Around the Room and the gurgeling
sound of you hitting your bong before class.
I paused in the kitchen remembering that
you were getting high at someone else's
house now. I wish I could get stoned and
listen to Mazzy Star and drive around like
I used to do in high school. But now even the
smell makes me sick, kind of dizzy, like I
always felt when you held me and called me
blue eyes. I need a drug to make me sober, 
because these days I always feel fucked up, 
like I inhaled too much nitras-oxide
at the dentist.

Reason for writing:

    I'm really sorry if I offended anyone, but I feel it should be read.    

Birth sign: Aries
Date created: 1998-10-21 19:17:53
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:37
Poem ID: 50855

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