Alone I feel, Like no one cares. The torture too much, My love I want to share. The light of day gives way to the night. The moon shines greatly, allowing no fright. The ground is cold, yet I do not care. I only wonder why life isn't fair. I thought she loved me, She said so herself. But if only I had known, it was all a lie. So a chapter ended, a new one begun. How do I live without her, without any one? I ask the stars, but get no clue. They only stare down at me, as if to ask What should we do? I'm slowly fading, The night becomes a blur. I fall to sleep thinking, Could it be her? I wake up later, To find it still dark. The Big Dipper glows, It shows me my heart. I now can see, Why I'd had so much pain. The girl of my dreams, Had also the same. We both are torn apart, By the lies of others. But now I know that because of them, We could now be lovers. But dare I say, How I really feel? She's too perfect for me, Our destiny she can't see. Girl, I want you to know, I love you with all of my heart. I want to be close to you, For a happiness that will never depart. Put your hand in my hand, Let's look to the stars. We've each been through so much, A real love we've never touched. But you and I, we could be that love. Sharing with each other, loving each other. No more pain, and no more strife. Forget the past, let's make a new life. I feel weak when around you, For I know what it is. You lighten my life, You give me a reason to live. I listen to your secrets, And you listen to mine. No one could ever take your place. Never even through the end of time. I glance into those eyes, And I can sense your pain. Throughout your life It's been nothing but darkness, horror, and shame. You wonder why no one loves you, But it must be God's will. We met each other when we never should have, A love in each other we can find still. But you don't know, That I feel this way. You only know that I, as a friend, Will be here to stay. But I want you to know now, I love you too much. I can't back away now, For my heart would crush. Whatever it takes, I'll get you to love me. For I feel we're perfect together, An awesome love this could be. I would never leave you, Or ever hate you. I'd treat you how you'd like, For you, anything I'd do. Those other guys knew not love, Only how to hurt you. But you need to know, at this very moment, I would care for you. Nevermind the pain, Nevermind the struggle. My life I wish to live for you, Please don't burst my bubble. I can't tell you how I really feel. For I want you as a friend even still. But I want to live my life with you, Always, forever, oh what to do? Then I wake up. It was only a dream. But then I realize, That's how I really feel. I need her, and I love her. She would erase all the pain. My life would suck no longer, I'd never be put to shame. But I only fool myself. She'll never love me. It's only a crazy game I play, In hopes of being with her someday. But I'll never give up hope, Because we do have something special. Someday we'll be together, Always and forever. I roll over on the ground. Still as cold as ever. I only wish that she was here, Beside of me, us together. I drift back to sleep. Back into the dream. The dream is all I desire, But reality would be better. The day sun wakes me, I slowly get up. I make my way toward home, And again I feel alone.
Reason for writing:
yes, an awesome girl, who i will never date probably.
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