pessimism LA

by amandine libra - Not entered

weeks pass without poetry
years crawl on their knees,
arms outstretched
hands cupped
and begging, a pathetic
pleading look
frozen to faces
that never quite cracked into
smiles
cinematic/acrobatic aspirations
become vain fantasies,
like everyone
predicted
everyone
is the vaguest word in
the dictionary--
everyone knew
everyone came
everyone laughed
everyone died
inspiration becomes accident
stemmed from boredom
and fever
fervent thoughts jumbled
desperation--
God, why can't I write?
nights turn into days
that fly like pages
from calendars
(inspirational one-a-day quotes)
birds white-winging themselves
into an azure sky
and never gain redemption
or can be regained
time leaves us breathless
death hopeless
aspiration fruitless
and the ones who never
go mad
go mad, slowly
meditation becomes autism
those who dreamed
of the place beyond the dream
run out of gas
before the dream
and take up their Stoicism
as their armor
against a suddenly alien environment
it's only alien
in madness to the mad
things fall apart, take new shapes
forget their origins
grow up to be successful
lawyers in Los Angeles
until the ocean takes the city
to its bosom
like Atlantis
and after the 3rd World War
when we're picking up
the pieces
the new civilization
will replace
our obsession of Atlantis
with theirs of Los Angeles
lost angels

11-22-98

Reason for writing:

    i hadn't written a poem in several weeks--this one came as a stream of consciousness    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-11-24 11:08:28
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:43
Poem ID: 51152

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