I am gone, forever lost for I love it all My pain is heart wrenching though wish it to leave I am gone I can’t see it I have no love any more my heart has gone it has left me forever. I had opened up only to be stomped on like my life has gone I sit alone by my self sinking further in my own regret. Now I know what I need as my hand passes over my knee to the box beside me, I open it up to find my one true thought I have to end it all now. I reach, thinking only to find that I have no more life in me, the bullet I grab I place in the gun it clicks over one more time I think again of her to start to cry only to think it is foolish to have loved her. I am lost and gone only to move the gun up to my head. I pull the triger there goes my insanity there goes my regret there goes my lost love for her as I lie dead on my couch no more life in me any more the walking dead has come to my front porch.
Reason for writing:
I submit this to show the locked feeling of one's own misfortuneBirth sign: Not entered
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