An Illusion on Confusion

by Bridesburg - Not entered

Where has my baby gone?
Did she need me?
Did she lead me?
Believe me it was wrong.
I was just a pawn and you the player.
You ruled my world as if you were mayor.
Only fulfilling half a term.
Disregarding your love you spread like germs.
It’s sickening the way you left your land, your man, everything you had…That’s bad.
And I was good
Loving you inside and outside the neighborhood
Should I take you back, not shore?
Pour me a drink my friend, it’s time for war.
Sign me a peace treaty, its easy, Just give to the needy
Don’t deceive me or lead me.
I wish all of your guys could be me, believe me.
Take notice of me like you’re watching TV.
Are you able? 
Our picture is fuzzy, reconnect the cable.
Put the food on the table, eat a pear.
Do you care?
Put some effort into me like your doing your hair
Wear something nice.
Put on some make up.
Take me up…stairs.
Look at a photo.
Are we suppose to,
Look back and remember,
Whenever we were together and smile.
I run a mile.
My love runs longer than the Nile. 
Please don’t put me down like tile,
Or take my blood in a vile.
Just roll up your love and throw it,
Let me know it, try to show it.
Please don’t blow it,
Up up and away.
Just stay just a little bit longer.
Can you be stronger than this?
Here is your candle make a wish.
You always had me hooked like a fish.
Don’t throw me back,
Get on track.
Like a train.
You spilled my love and left a stain.
How insane!
Reign on me like God does his people.
On a steeple, 
I was at a high point sharp as a needle.
Was I the prick who burned your wick?
Maybe I was out of gas
Or maybe I was a boring piece of ass.
Did you need to find out at all?
Or were you selfish and wanted to see me fall.
I wish I could bury it
Get this taste of shit out of my mouth.
Maybe I’ll move south or travel.
For one day I will be back in the saddle.
I might take a boat and sail
As long as I keep faith, hope and love.
I will never fail.
So she said 
As she put the final nail in my coffin

Reason for writing:

    My girl screwing with my head inspired me. I wrote the poem  
 in rap lyric just to be different. It is not intended to make 
sense, but to make you think
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-12-02 13:07:37
Last updated: 2021-04-14 17:18:08
Poem ID: 51189

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