Pain Lingers On

by Patty Belding - Not entered

Guit of losig it
My mind is far gone,
Corruption of hatred
The pain lingers on.

Fearing the judgement
Pretty faces get old,
A favor turns to evil
The bodies get cold.

Death marrys freedom
Shattering all of the dreams,
Alone and so silent
I'm what stupid means.

Conceiving the memories
Sorrow will always last,
A future is just a future
Just stuck in the past.

Deceiving my innocence
A girl gets more lost,
In a world of emptiness
A world you forgot.

Reason for writing:

    This poem was written early this morning Dec 4, 1998.  I guess I was feeling kind of down so I wrote it.  To be honest  I do most of my writing when I'm upset.  I wrote it about an ex boyfriend.  I honestly beleive that it's better to not have something then it is to have something and lose it.   You can tell me what you think of this poem by emailing me at pulphemp@hotmail.com    

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Date created: 1998-12-04 13:58:58
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:43
Poem ID: 51205

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