only to me

by emma-*gemini* - Not entered

i'm finding out slowly but surely
that everything that happened between us was only magical to me
i was going to tell you how much it meant
but i guess it's not meant for you to know
so i'll just lie here, crying, awake, alone
writing these stupid thoughts to you
that you'll never see, never know, never understand
all because of those few encounters
that i go over in my head for hours
you probably don't even remember who you held in your arms those times
i guess it's my own fault 
for believing it meant something
i only have myself to blame for this heavy, broken heart in my chest.

Reason for writing:

    this is just a small section of an epic poem i've been writing through the last couple of months and the experiences i've been having with someone.  i'm just really confused, and really hurt, and write it all down.  tell me how you feel:breezerxxx@hotmail.com    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-12-10 01:18:43
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:45
Poem ID: 51275

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