I don't want to be the Rebound Girl
The In-Between-Girl, till you find your real love...
If you only knew
How tight my mouth is glued
So you don't know --
Don't know
I worship you.
I've kept my eyes open
I've kept my mouth shut
I've kept my legs closed
Hoping to be
Hoping to be your girl
I DON'T WANT to be THE MISTRESS
the I'LL FUCK her WHEN I WANT TO
-Send me home in car service
When the night is through
I don't want to choke back the tears -
My head against a car window
Taking me home
Before the full light of day
...I've been there, baby....
And I fucking sure as hell
Don't want to go back again
I'm being so good.
Such a good girl
To try and prove I'm worthy
I'm being so good,
Such a good girl, baby...
I hope you notice me.
I'M NOT YOUR FUCKING MISTRESS
I'M NOT YOUR SHOULDER TO CRY ON WHEN SHE DOESN'T WANT YOU
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF
BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP LOVING YOU
I AM NOT YOUR GOOD TIME
sweet bimbo-of-the-week
I AM NOT YOUR FUCKING IN-BETWEEN-GIRL
I am me...
I am me...
A GIRL WHO IS WORTHY OF RESPECT
I am me...
I am I...
A GIRL WHO HAS NEARLY BEEN WRECKED
BY BEING SOMEONE ELSE'S LIE...
In-between-bimbo
Mistress-of-the-week
Shoulder-to-cry-on
Trophy-of-the-world
Miss-led
Taken-for-granted
With-you-till-morning
Rebound Girl
E.A.Altamura, Copyright 1998
Reason for writing:
This poem is my first submission here. I wrote it in reference to two relationships of mine. The first relationship left baggage I carried with me into my second relationship with a new man. I was frightened and felt my life was repeating itself. It's hard being a girl sometimes, and I thought other women might be able to relate to this particular aspect of being a woman, feeling unloved as the Rebound Girl...
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