Bleach

by Lizzard/Aries-Cancer-Pisces - Not entered

Oh, who's alone
Who's alone with me now
With a stereo
And a wine bottle
I'm pleasantly inebriated
And I feel good - for now
Until tomorrow
When I realize the ugliness
I did unspeakable acts with
Who said he loves me
To get his dick sucked
Am I really that stupid?
I guess I am
Because the aftertaste
Tastes like bleach
Crawling up my throat
What am I?
A fucking rubber doll?
Is that all I am to him?!
A fucking good blowjob?!
Why didn't he want to please me?
Why didn't I think of that
When he asked me
To take off my top
So he could stare at my breasts 
When he came?

Cum on me, you stupid scum
Belittle me to make me bigger
You stupid shit --
But I guess I would do it too
If I had a stupid girl like me.
Oh shit, I guess I would.

E.A.Altamura, Copyright 1998

Reason for writing:

    For an explanation please refer to my other 2 poems Better than the Rest and F*** me, Forget me.
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1998-12-24 03:23:52
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:46
Poem ID: 51367

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