As I lay...

by J.A.Weber - Not entered

As I lay here awake in bed,
Memories of you and I float through
my head.
Regretting letting the chance go by;
I said I didn't love you,
it was one big lie.
A lie to myself I wish I hadn't made;
And now you and I begin to fade.
I fight to always keep us near.
I fight to hold back the neverending
fear.
The fear that you and I will never be,
more than just a memory.
Bet yet, our fate is up to you.
What you say is what we do.
I say again I love you so;
and this is something I hope you know.
All this and more floats through my
head,
As I lay here awake in bed.

Reason for writing:

    It was late one night or maybe even early in the morning and
me and a guy I was seeing had been fighting and I was awake 
thinking about all of it. I decided to grab a pencil and 
notebook and write it all down. I liked the peom so well,
that it's one of my best and favorites.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-01-10 01:35:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:48
Poem ID: 51461

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