i exist and.. -escaping the cold,dark room of mind -running through the stormy thoughts -passing the empty lane of dream -spending all the gold of time -trying to figure the way out -walking on a thorn field -crying at the bleeding hopes -emptying the emphaty inside -building lies underlying the poverty of honesty -believing in the sweet whisper of this great sorrow -flying away from the harshness of reality -closing the eyes of truth -playing the song of reverie -waiting under the ruin fortress of camaraderie -crossing fingers for cherished faith -touching the burning scar of yesterday -cringing at the stark blinding light of today -fearing the shadow of future -pondering the joy of living -grieving the misery of death -hiding among the shadows in the twilight -tasting the forbidden taste of passion -missing the lost foot steps of memory -longing for the sweet sensation of love -dreaming the dream of slave -hoping the hope of the dying -pulsating around love and tears -drowning in the sheer devastating power of existence -taking the hands of time -spinning and turning round and round and round and.. -anticipating magic and miracles -staying alive..the hardest thing to do -surviving..almost a distant thought
Reason for writing:
This poem describes exactly the life i'm going through at the moment. Where joy and sorrow blend in a perfect balance..making me so confused and so aware at the same time.Birth sign: Not entered
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