I exist and..

by B.Maria ** pisces - Not entered

i exist and..
-escaping the cold,dark room of mind
-running through the stormy thoughts
-passing the empty lane of dream
-spending all the gold of time
-trying to figure the way out
-walking on a thorn field
-crying at the bleeding hopes
-emptying the emphaty inside
-building lies underlying the poverty of honesty
-believing in the sweet whisper of this great sorrow
-flying away from the harshness of reality
-closing the eyes of truth
-playing the song of reverie
-waiting under the ruin fortress of camaraderie
-crossing fingers for cherished faith
-touching the burning scar of yesterday
-cringing at the stark blinding light of today
-fearing the shadow of future
-pondering the joy of living
-grieving the misery of death
-hiding among the shadows in the twilight
-tasting the forbidden taste of passion
-missing the lost foot steps of memory
-longing for the sweet sensation of love
-dreaming the dream of slave
-hoping the hope of the dying
-pulsating around love and tears
-drowning in the sheer devastating power of existence
-taking the hands of time
-spinning and turning round and round and round and..
-anticipating magic and miracles
-staying alive..the hardest thing to do
-surviving..almost a distant thought

Reason for writing:

    This poem describes exactly the life i'm going through at 
the moment.
Where joy and sorrow blend in a perfect balance..making me
so confused and so aware at the same time.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-02-01 14:24:24
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:52
Poem ID: 51670

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