i fall back into that train of thought that always leads to you and i know there's no escaping the free-fall i'm about to endure so i pop some ani into my cd player and sit back waiting for the memories to come and wash over me it starts as a trickle of the little things then the floodgates open and every second i've ever spent with you flashes behind my eyes then the tears start to fall in torrents and ani is still singing away, angry, about how sorry she is i know what she feels like, being sorry i get out my journal but words are confining: they can't express the intensity or passion of my emotions if i'm lucky, i'll fall asleep that doesn't happen often, though i just get lost in the memories i'm at the mercy of my emotions i know from experience that there's no escaping it i just sit back and let it pass if only it were that easy finally, the click of the cd player penetrates my thoughts and, like a storm, you've past.
Reason for writing:
just falling in love, over and over, with someone that doesn't love me. e-mail me with comments :)
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