in the darkness of my Lady's eyes

by Rod - Scorpio

i Loved You!!! - i Love You now
but You couldn't see, the reality, of You and me.
i worshipped You, i worship You now
but You wouldn't see, what i thought was meant to be.

i Love You!!! - and You know why,
now all i can do is cry.

after 7 months, of paralysis,
all i can do ... is just about write this.

I still Love You!!! - but You don't care
and all i've got is wear and tear
on my Heart You know ... oh Please!!! - don't go!!!

but You're long gone, i guess i've just got to carry on

what the fuck ... i was outta luck...

Reason for writing:

    I had a cyber romance which started about this time last year, and finished a few months later. It was very real for me, but just a laugh for her and her friends. It ended in as traumatic a fashion as you could imagine. I've brooded over it for long enough, this is the first step to recovery.    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 1999-02-06 06:16:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:53
Poem ID: 51718

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