This Could be the Day

by Ken - Not entered

THIS COULD BE THE DAY

I wake up full of hope and pride
I hop out of bed with my eyes open wide
maybe today is the day
where everything is ok

I know my past will always be haunted by terrible things
But maybe just this one good day would erase them and give me my dreams
I know I say this everyday but this could be the one
I really hope it is because i can't wait to have fun
I'm going to try my hardest today
I always failed in the past but thats ok
Maybe today is the day
where everything is ok

There were days in the past where I just gave up and cried
Things seemed like they would never work no matter how hard i tried
With just one success my pain and fears would go away
Nobody knows how I really feel, because I don't know what to say
As I walk around i see people in the places they should be
then I look in a mirror and see that failure is the best word to describe me
But i dont care and i dont mind
ill just keep on goign being kind
That stuff doesn't mean anyting anyway
Because this day could be the day

Now as I walk around and seek
I realize my heart's too weak
My hopes and dreams will never come true
I didn't want to believe it but in the back of my mind i knew
This is not the day

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Reason for writing:

    Just describing part of my life.  It's not all that bad.  Ill write some more if I feel like it.  This is the first one I've written    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-02-12 23:34:50
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:54
Poem ID: 51789

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