I do what I have to

by charee - Not entered

Yearning to be near you
    I do what i have to 
    I don't know how to let you go
    My friend, my personal angel, my love
    Deep in my heart

I know I can't be with you
    I do what i have to 
    I don't know how to let you go
    Loving me when no one else could
    Beside me every step of the way
    I remember every word, lovelier each time
    And I remember the numerous vows of friendship...love
    What happened? Was it me? You?
    I miss all that we had, but not wanting to hurt, I try
    to forget
    And forgeting hurts-hardens my soul, eats away at my 
    soul

And even though I do what I have to, I can't let you go
    I just can't let go
    I guess I never will...

Reason for writing:

    Now that was inspired by a dear friend, who became more than a friend. He was my first love ever and I was his, but after some time apart we grew up and apart. First he was the one to lose feelings, and after some time, I lost mine as well. But I still love him, but just not like that.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-02-23 20:38:36
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:56
Poem ID: 51896

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