So Came the Dawn

by ray phillips - Not entered

So Came the Dawn
25 February 1999

So came the dawn 
of life renewed, fresh breath, new air
Radiant light upon my skin, warm
as if the sun shines solely for me.

I've known no greater woman
nor beauty in truth, nor truthful beauty
Compassion never felt more sincere
until you looked into my eyes, and took my heart.

I've guarded close my feelings and fears
forever holding them hostage, never
allowing anyone passage to that private place
yet somehow they're entirely safe with you.

I am a dreamer dreaming
of love and forever after
aware that the fairytale 
doesn't always, if ever, come true.

Your wisdom is in clear view
I am humble in your presence
A mere child in wide-eyed amazement
Holding your hand, seeing the world first-time.

You speak of my strength
yet I am so frail relative to you
On occasion I fear my weakness
an excessive burden, a yoke you needn't bear.

Moments I feel melancholy
guilty, confused
elated that you could love me
saddened knowing your toil to be true.

When love you know, love you share
Maybe not the love found in books, on screens...
but in homes where taxes steal time from romance 
and today's soiled laundry replaces yesterday's flowers.

Where cute expressions don't pay bills
like the second mortgage or Junior's tuition.
Where cultivating means much more than fertilizing gardens
and intimacy is closer than kinship whose bond is blood.

I am the selfish one here.
Silently asking you to turn your back, put aside,
jeopardize all you've believed genuine and true; 
history, logic, theological vows, and social views.

Yet when we're together my conflicts fade
into nothingness as you set me free to a place 
ethereal and right.
So came the dawn.

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-02-28 20:05:44
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:57
Poem ID: 51969

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