GET THE PUNISHMENT OVER WITH

by J-Aquabuzz - Aquarius

BLACK CLOUDS OVERHEAD
SOMETIMES IT'S SO DARK
THAT I WISH
I WAS DEAD
NOTHING EVER GOES RIGHT FOR ME
AT NIGHT I DROP TO MY KNEES
AND BEG GOD TO PUNISH ME NO MORE
WHAT IS ALL THE PAIN FOR
I WISH HE WOULD GET IT OVER WITH
AND LET ME DIE
BECAUSE IN THIS WORLD
I NO LONGER WANT TO TRY
TO GET BY

Reason for writing:

    THIS IS JUST HOW I ALWAYS FEEL. WHEN THINGS SEEM RIGHT AND I'M FINALLY HAPPY
EVERYTHING GOES WRONG. I JUST CAN'T BE LEFT WITH MY HAPPINESS.
SOMETIMES I REALLY DO WONDER WHY I'M BEING PUNISHED. DAMN. I MUST
SOUND LIKE A WHINER, BUT I DON'T CARE. I'M SICK OF BEING SAD!!    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 1999-03-03 12:55:29
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:58
Poem ID: 52016

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