If You Only Knew...

by Lizzard/Aries-Cancer-Pisces - Not entered

To everyone else in general:

I can still feel him in my arms...
A little boy,
A little man,
Of 36 years of age.
If he only knew how much I love him,
How much I love him...
I always have,
I do - 
And always will.
I'm so afraid...he's afraid too
- A man who thinks he cries to much,
When I think I should cry more...

To him:

How come this world doesn't know you?
I knew you
Before I met you...
I waited for you to be born.
(Stop rolling your eyes,
I know you say you don't believe in such things.)
...And when I came down from heaven,
You were 14 -
I told you to wait up there,
I told you to wait...
I told you my name would be Elizabeth.
But, you didn't wait -
You grew impatient and picked the wrong one.
I'm sorry...
I'm so sorry,
But I'm here now
...And now I want to change my name.

Dreams and Conclusion:

I had a dream that you were Edgar Allan Poe
And I was your Annabel Lee
- I was buried by the sea,
And I wept for you.
I grieve for you 
So that I can't cry...
I don't know why -
This whole thing,
Sometimes I just don't know why...
You want to know the truth?
I'll try to help you find it,
If you only overlook my flaws
While I try to overcome them.
I'm here to help you learn.
I am here now so that you can teach me -
And, it is begun...
Let's tie up these loose ends
Into a love knot
- And see how long it lasts,
For whatever reasons it's meant to be
It has been,
  It is now -
    And I am here with you
       And you are here with me...
          ...Let's at least try,
You might not have much longer on this Earth, my dear
And maybe,
Neither do I...



E.A.Altamura, Copyright 1999

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-03-04 00:18:28
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:40:58
Poem ID: 52023

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