yesterday I sat there trying to be happy for you i was ushered down the aisle and i sat beside a stranger then i saw your face and you were so excited i didn't want to ruin your big day as you kissed her tears spilled down my face because i wanted to be that girl i wanted to be the one you'd embrace i wanted to be laughing as you fed me your cake i wanted to spend the rest of my life with you but i want you to be happy and later on you danced with me and i was thrilled of course and i laughed but i couldn't stop crying because i love you too and you used to hold MY hand like that but i want you to be happy i saw you again years later and you were still happy and i'm still miserable without you because no one could ever replace you but i want you to be happy so i watch as you drive away and you're still happy its been years since I last saw you and i heard she passed away i wanted to be there for you as you had been there for me so many times at her funeral i tap you on the shoulder and ask if there's anything i can do after all, i just want you to be happy you tell me she was your world and you can't imagine life without her i tell you i know how you must feel because i do so we stand there weeping and i wish i could have made you happy but i can't so i support you and try to ease your pain and i try to hold on forever but you let go and now my world is gone too
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