THE SHADOWY HAZE OF REGRET AND THE SHADOWY HAZE OF NOTHINGNESS FILLED MY MIND AND BODY WHAT HAVE I DONE? BEING THE ONLY THOUGHT THAT I WAS CAPABLE OF SO LONG SINCE THE LIGHT HAD CONSUMED ME WHY DID I LET IT AGAIN? THERE'S NO COMFORT IN NOTHINGNESS NO HOPE IN REGRET MY MIND, SPINNING OUT OF CONTROL MY THOUGHTS ALL OF HATE TOWARD MYSELF WHY DID I LET MY SADNESS PUSH ME TO A DEEPER PAIN? THE BURNING PAIN OF REGRET AND OF STARTING OVER AGAIN
Reason for writing:
I WROTE THIS WHEN I FELL OFF THE WAGON 2 WEEKS AGO AND DID
DRUGS AGAIN FOR THE FIRST TIME IN 4 MONTHS
Birth sign: Aquarius
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