Blown away by the society You left my body It feels empty You're not in my belly anymore Thrown away by your own mother She's obviously a murderer No need to go further The child got killed by her Where did they put you? Probably in the garbage Somewhere or nowhere They said you were nothing For me, you were everything I took your life Now you're dead I'll never forget you Never forgive me I should suicide I watched you fly away Your life in the sky, away I can't erase mistakes Can't soften my pain I want to run forever Find the pieces of your corpse Keep them on my heart Never let you go Our innocence is over Your confidence is broken And I'm repeating in my head I'd feel better dead
Reason for writing:
I am 19 years old and had an abortion yesterday. I wasn't sure about my choice but I am young, I have no job and the father isn't here anymore. I will never know if I took the right decision and I will never feel completly comfortable with it.
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