Look in my eyes Do you see peace? You won't find it there Because I killed you The world is like poison It enters my veins, my soul You're always in my head Even if you left my body No motives to explain You're a victim of your hero I'm a murderer and a mother Is it time for your revenge? I crucified you Betrayed you Threw the first stone I won't deny Make me believe in heaven Tell me you're right there I need your light in my darkness Show me the way I'm just a beggar now On my knees, somewhere God forgives somehow Do I have to learn to breath again? I want to fly away And do it all over again Things can't be erase I want to look in the mirror and see another face No rain No more roses No way No more pain I'll never replace you Where did it begin? Where did it end? I threw away my bible I gotta fly away I am who I can be But I don't like my prison Sweet dreams honey I'm coming home I'll bring the beer and all Carry me home I'm walking blind I know what I've done My love is a sword My heart is a stone I'm walking down Angels blessed Angels are falling How fair is my love? I can't lay flowers at your grave They put you away like garbage Where we belong? Forget your mother You already felt apart inside My bedroom is my city It could be a graveyard Returning to nothing The crowd is all around me I need a pill A smack on the lips Where are the matches and gasoline? I let a cry in the dark Where did I go wrong? The scapel dives into the skin No scars, no proof again Let's share the myth of blood You're caught in my mystery Be angry I let you fall down My head is aimed at you Somebody had to stay I wanted to love you But somebody had to leave I killed you, it wasn't a dream I want to hide in my nightmares These feelings I can't hide I can't share I feel alone I fell in love with a foetus Your tongue licked my heart You knew I was scared I never looked so high To ever find you so low I didn't have to go that far You knew they were coming for you My head is in the ground I can't make a sound If you're dead I'm just half alive My memories won't die My tears won't dry I'll aim the sky I should learned when to go I should learned how to say no Might last a day Mine is forever When I got what I wanted I didn't want it again I took everything I'm the one with no soul I can't look in the eyes I'm so sick, don't want to try Somebody, kill me!! No one cares Watch me burn I made my bed I'll die in it I want some There is none I'm sleeping with my ennemy Myself I'm stupid I want my baby Where is the baby? I want my baby Who took my baby? There is no baby There is no baby There is no baby
Reason for writing:
A bunch of lyrics put at the right place to express the way I feel (Courtney Love, Edward Kowalczyk, Patti Smith, Tom Waits, Mary Chapin Carpenter, Michelle Shocked and Suzanne Vega). Thanks also for the emails from the regulars even if I didn't reply to everyone.
Birth sign: Not entered
You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.
View more poems by Josy.