Suicide

by Josy - Not entered

I'm laying down on the couch
No, I don't have a gun
Tarot cards in my hands
I picked the hanged man
I gotta believe in faith
Because I can't see it through
The sun turned to black
As I got the blues
I'm alone in my dying room
Surrounded by big walls
I'm praying the mushrooms
They make it easier

Dear Mary Jane
Change your green dress for a white one
Let's play together in the winter
Until we die, frozen but happy
Life's hard
Death is a release
I'll be gone for a while
But I'll find peace

She came in my house last night
She watched me sleep
I saw her in my dream
I kissed her pale cold lips

I've lost many battles
Abused, raped, violated
Now I'm losing the war
The war I created myself
Nobody wins
Everything has an end
Everything I gave
Never cam back to me
I'm living in a storm
Give me comfort in your arms
I just wanna sleep for a couple of years

Take my life
Take me with you
Take me away
A syringue in a hand
My head in the other one
No more reasons to wait
I wanna travel

I'll kiss her
But this time, it won't be a dream
Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-04-02 18:03:18
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:01
Poem ID: 52166

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