Tattoo of the Sun

by Stephan Jenkins - Not entered

I believe everything you say
Cuz your not frightened the way I've been so	
So I follow you
Just in case you lose your way
So glad you let me stay around
The chain link fence you climbed
To make forbidden lakes our own
Yours and mine
And with the ease of the sea gulls
We cut the engines and cruise high
In the summer sky
Now I could speak to everything
But there's no room for my voice
When sweet feedback is jumping through the hoop of your ear
Ring there goes the phone 
And then you're off again on what the caller brings you
So I went and trashed myself at the bar
Confused for nothing thinking you'd be there
I'm so embarrassed cuz it's you who comes to take care of me
Shambling home again with you to lead
And it's not the way I want to go
And I'm mad at you and I'm mad at me
Talking endlessly, not a kind word to say
Till your amber beads of wisdom come
And I want to write them down just the way you said it
So I could keep it always
Always
I can't forget the smell of summer trees at midnight
Bending backwards to please the wind
You touch the tattoo of the sun on a warm belly that once carried a baby for awhile
And let that crackled leather jacket round you fold
Red face saints monogrammed in gold
And in this beauty I would not go any further
Cause I suddenly remembered we can't live this way forever
Idle daylight
I never caught you in a lie
Not until now
What will you do when the feeling that you have is through
I need to know cuz i'll never stop hanging onto you
And it's times like this that I dread 
When there's everything to say
And nothing left to be said
And it makes me sad.

Reason for writing:

    This poem is by Stephan Jenkins from the band Third eye blind. 
His use of imagery, and the underlying meaning and truth to 
his poem inspired me to share it with others who have had 
the same experience. It's an extremely accurate portrayal
of the hardships of miscommunication and misleading that occurs
in a relationship.  
    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-04-03 21:46:51
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:01
Poem ID: 52169

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