Next Time I'll Say No

by Lindsay Ann - Gemini

His hand crawls up my inner thigh 
I want to stop but I don't try
And 'please stop' should be my first reply
Instead I react with a passionate sigh
With him in a small bed I lie
And when we're done I always cry
Then pray to Christ, whom I live by
But tomorrow that prayer will be a lie
I need to untangle thise knots that I tie

His lips are warm with the ice of my breath
'Til what does us part? Sin or Death?
I search for my pride, but there's not much left
My confidence stolen, and I committ theft

He tries to be clever while unstrapping my bra
And I let him see what others have saw
But why let them look when I'm sure that love falls
Is my flesh so tender and raw?
That he must come running with 18 year old claws

No one ever said life would be easy
An hour of joy to temporarily please me

I am guilt and I am sin
I will probably do it all over again
Satan, stop your seductive grin
God, He will help me. He'll help me win.
Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 1999-04-06 18:58:14
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:01
Poem ID: 52184

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