The Mask

by Jason Powers - Not entered

Hurt. I think it all hurt; 
Those eyes gleam and flicker and search 
onward; Hidden views and painful dues none so curt, 
And below the frown, a clown with a shadow torch made of birch. 
Willed-frame expression gave over, 
to a dreary landscape; Wonder how I do come back 
Such ill-fated dreams and streams and clover, 
I run over and over till ground is black. 
Terrace face with a destiny somewhere found, 
Pretense that I make or break while I shift 
As built on high, a domed filled palace sound. 
Borders build borders, none suspect I lift. 
The rows of tears flow to and fro, 
Irrigate and irritate the facade of my mask 
To this moment-dark eyes give a hollow glow, 
Formation of rock- it really doesn’t ask. 
So teeming with clouds it is a thought, 
Phantoms burst out laughter for which is absurd 
To torment is what can soundly be bought, 
“Rush away all the rush away”- never far away they heard. 
So I command this realm of mask and dirt, 
Graveled and traveled on none spy I suspect 
Patted down and ran aground, as death not so curt, 
Slow to wear as none compare quite too direct. 
A blood spun face I give to bear, 
To sinewy clutches lost freed up in this mask, 
I bear to wear this solemn affair, 
Renew the hold- God on my soul-This Is All I Ask.

Reason for writing:

    Inspiration - Events of my life that were not working so
well. Guess I was thinking about how i felt about my true
self.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-04-27 12:37:53
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:03
Poem ID: 52311

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