use to be me

by J-Aquabuzz - Aquarius

I have been lost
For such a long time
In things that I can not explain
Everything has been hurt
Every ounce of my heart broken
I never thought that I could heal
Until I looked at my life
In utter dibelief
And realized what I had become
I knew it time to make a few changes
Some easy
Some that would hurt like hell
I feel so strong
Like a huge burden has been lifted
Once in awhile I will however, think back
To the way things use to be
But then through remembering tears I'll see how strong I am now
And how that was the use to be me

Reason for writing:

    I did a lot of soul searching. Looking at my life and what I had
let it become. Who I had let hurt me. I realized that I only
need me right now. I need to get my head on straight and make me happy.    

Birth sign: Aquarius
Date created: 1999-04-28 12:16:54
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:03
Poem ID: 52327

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