Losing

by shorty cancer - Not entered

LOSING
 Have you ever had the feeling that everything
you do is wrong and so worthless and yet there 
is still people out there that lift you up and
tell you that everything will be okay and that
it just isn't your day .Then in the future the
same person that tells you that everythings okay
is not doing so okay themselves.And then one day 
they just fall over and die and for a while you
blame yourself.You think that you were so vain,so 
involved in what was happening to you that you didn't 
even realize what was happenning to your best friend and
now that she's gone you have no one else to turn to.
How much more of this can you take I mean how dare she
get so involved with you that she puts herself after 
everyone else and doesn't seem to notice that her own 
life is slipping right through her fingers.She just 
might as well take a bullet for you .But you know what
the funny thing is ,the fact that the more you think 
about her the more you see that she has never left she
will still always live within your heart and in your 
memories and you realize that it should of been you
but God works in mystrious ways .You now try to rem
ember the last words she tells you...No one never loses
they just give up or try again and rise up from there. 

Reason for writing:

    TO A DEAR ONE I HAVE LOST    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-05-02 10:53:45
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:04
Poem ID: 52356

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