Trying with all my might I brough myself to love you That isn't the way things are since I don't have any feelings Come to my side as I cry over you leaving me behind Love isn't what I made it out to be and neither are you my darling Left empty and in a lump Curled up around my box of tissues (Don't want you to bother me) Now as I lay upon my bed with nothing Broken and torn apart so many times I am left dry and without emotional barriors You never ammused me in any way as fear strikes my heart back to black Paint the walls of my soul completely gray Finish devouring my inner self esteem Then leave me cold and bitter (and numb) Keep me close to you while I am broken I am broken - No cause within my heart I am broken - Left alone protecting nothing I am broken - My grave site is left buried I am broken... -- the end
Reason for writing:
This poem was a great turning point of my life where all I could feel was pain and sorrow, but my writing was the sole thing to open my eyes, clearly.
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