The Pain

by Nate - Not entered

the pain comes pouring in,
like the steady drip from an empty glass.
i think it was realization,
that killed me first.
i lay awake all night, thinking,
or did i dream about lying awake all night, thinking?
i can not change what i did,
but what i did has changed me.
the constant flow,
of a dried up river.
seems to be,
the way i am.
the sadness fall in,
on a mindless girl.
trying to understand,
the misunderstood.
what has happened,
that would make me do this?
well, someday i hope to be forgiven,
but we all know that dream has been shot to hell.

Reason for writing:

    
about my break up with my boyfriend.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-05-08 21:10:22
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:05
Poem ID: 52434

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