The Pain of Loving You

by Alexandra - Leo

Last night I lay in your arms
Beside yo in bed
I felt so close to you 
Our hearts beating as one
a love for you so strong
hidden deep in my heart
I look at your sleeping face...so peaceful
I start to cry
knowing that I can never really have you
not the way I want it to be
not the way its meant to be
what we have is nothing but a facade
I love you so much
the pain of all these thoughts
rips through me like a knife
my yearning so strong
when I hold u I never want to let you go
if only i could have you to hold in my arms forever
my heart still loves you

.....but my mind knows better

Reason for writing:

    Stupid me got involoved again with someone I once loved....and love being the way it is rekindled.....he does not feel the same..I wrote this poem to reflect and release some of the pain that I feel    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 1999-05-20 22:02:58
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:07
Poem ID: 52509

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