You will never understand

by Alexandra - Leo

I get so angry sometimes
I want so muh to hurt you
Hot you slap you kick you pull your hair
anything to causeyou pain
do you have any idea of what our actions
do to me???
do you have any idea how self destructive
you make me feel
I beg for your attention
I scream for your love
But I get nothing in return
but names and indifferent gestures
I guess you will never understand


.....until its too late

Reason for writing:

    this poem is about a lifetime of chasing after and needing my mothers love and affection and never getting it...I am not sure what is worse...growing up without a mother...or growing up with a mother who acts like she doesnt care    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 1999-05-20 22:11:30
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:07
Poem ID: 52510

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