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by Lisa/Aquarias - Not entered

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One foot below and five more to go,
Realizing that all my life I never really had a glow.
I never really let people try to know,
Here I am, at life's ultimate low.

Two feet below and four more to go,
Never experincing the life I was lead to know
Always leaning over the edge, waiting for my over throw.
Shut down and waiting for my tow

Half way there,
My eyes can't open, not even to stare 
Feeling hot, but every once and awhile I see a glare
Half way there and now I start to care.

Four feet and two to the end
Unshared love is left to mend
Leaving my only friend
Wishing there was words I could send

Five feet of realizing I'm not alive
My life was lived so deprived 
Hopeless of wonder because I did'nt strive
I saw an empty pool but I still took my dive

Six feet under, now I'm dead
Put to rest with earth above my head
Secondary life through trials that was mislead
Watching the life that I once read

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this poem because my own death haunts me. It's about someone who kills theirself and what goes through their mind as they're being buried. They almost feel like they're being buried alive but then realizes they are actually dead. But what they finally realize it's not the way they thought it would be. That's why I wrote it took me awhile to write because I tried to visualize myself as the person I wrote about.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-05-24 20:34:05
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:07
Poem ID: 52535

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