No More Daddy's Girl

by aShLeY -- ScOrPiO - Not entered

A woman
a glint 
in her eye
sweet and 
beautiful
perfect in
every way
moves in
things change
girl loses
daddy
no more
love no more
daddy and girl 
talking
and sharing
girl changes
misses daddy
wants daddy back 
grows up 
too quickly
gets depressed
hides feelings
feels 50 yr. o.
woman doesn't
want daddy
to love girl
more than
woman but
daddy does
woman resents
girl
makes girl scared
to love daddy
girl cries
herself to sleep
first real
tears girl
has ever cried
girl misses
daddy. No more
daddy's girl

(c) Ashley Blalock 1999

Reason for writing:

    First of all, I took a lot of emotional strength for me to write this, so please read it. I shed many, many tears just composing it. Ok..My step-mom seemed sweet at first, but she changed. She didn't want my dad to love me more than her, but he did. She resents me, so she yells at me, hurts my self-esteem, hurts my emotions, makes me afraid to love my Daddy, and she made me grow up too fast. Worst of all she made me cry real tears for the first time in my life. I hope that maybe someday, she will love me and I can openly love my Daddy once again. If my daddy ever does read this by fate's chance, I love you, Daddy, and I miss you!!! I want u back! But until he does, I will cry myself to sleep and dream of my Daddy.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-06-08 20:52:08
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:10
Poem ID: 52644

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