Burden

by David Prout - Not entered

It’s not the end
It’s just a new beginning
Dead but you’re still breathing
Lose everything
But you claim you’re still winning
We’d ruin more than we would gain
No humour
No humanity
No humility

You’ve washed your hands so clean
I’d sleep more but I see your face pristine
Starve myself to a life lie
Happiness visits
Fleeting
Sad
But I’m only losing once
All that has gone, still remains

Sprirtualy I’m frozen
Numb and cold to the bone
Thinking things I shouldn’t
Feeling things I shouldn’t
I feel small
I feel battered
My skin crawls with the disease I am
A hopeless victim
Forever scarred

Yes I’m the same
Yes I’m a dream
At night I cry, I scream
Delicate, a flower, my life so brittle
On the edge
Precipice
Drown this thirst
”Cut your hair in front of business men, kill yourself for a sense of health”
Destroy the chain and ignore your youth
You’ve got to grow up, no more pouting young pup
Can’t sit here and do nothing at all!
But I cannot move
Death. Silence. Haemorrhaged

A burden with a burden
This is all too difficult
Exile awaits
No more fiction

Reason for writing:

    The reason I wrote it... I felt miserable and it's just me reflecting (briefly) on some things.    

Birth sign: Not entered
Date created: 1999-06-11 16:44:55
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:10
Poem ID: 52666

You need to log in to edit this poem if it is yours.

View more poems by David Prout.