You

by Anich - Leo

i always say i won't call or try
You always know i will
It's not so important to you
But it drives me, perhaps over the edge
i can't stand to be near you
But it seems harder being away
The silence when in your presence says so much about us
There's these things about you that drive me crazy
But the little things you do override this
The sound you make when you take a puff off your cigarette
The way you softly whisper important things
How you get angry and say "stop it!"
And how your hugs can make me believe almost anything
Still you remain frustrating to me
To never know the things you feel
To never see the real, complete, and entire you
i'm not sure what else i can do
i've already given too much of me to just up and walk away
But i just don't feel that i can stay
i know i care and perhaps it's enough
i know you care too, but is it enough?
i always say i won't call or try
You always know i will.

Reason for writing:

    Just stuff i guess, trying to work it all out in my mind.  I would love feedback on this!!! email me with any comments.    

Birth sign: Leo
Date created: 1999-06-26 16:40:37
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:13
Poem ID: 52788

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