You beat me once I wasn't good enough You beat me twice I was worthless You beat me again I was your stress reliever The beatings went on and on It became a routine I looked in your eyes I saw you were sorry You looked in my eyes You saw i forgave you I looked deep w/ in you I saw a heart filled w/ jealousy You looked deep w/ in me And you saw a heart begging for love The love i was cheated of The love you claimed you felt for me The love you acted out After every single beating You told me you beat me because you loved me I was foolish and young and i believed you you told me you beat me for my own good I was foolish and young and i loved you I lived in fear of you I didn't want to be your punching bag I ran from my fears For 6 months But now it is time For me to stop running Stop running from my fears And reveal myself For love isn't shown Through a beating And the word "sorry" isn't meant If it happens then on At first you were the hero And i was your servant But now i'm the hero And soon you will be the defeated enemy I won't defeat you By playing by your rules I'll plan the defeat my way W/ my own rules I won't stoop to your level And make you feel worthless But i will prove to you I don't need your love
Reason for writing:
it's obvious what this poem is about... The guy still shows up at my front door... and continues to think he's my boss, and thinks he can tell me who to date. And i thank the guy i'm dating and all of his friends. And i will not end my relationship w/ the guy i'm dating for a good for nothing dick that thinx he has all control over me. I'm not white trash... and i'm not here to be treated like shit!
Birth sign: Scorpio
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