Can You Hear Me Now

by d:-)p - Sagittarius

A hero fell and I watched him go
Nothing I could do
Seeing it in his eyes
Hearing it in his voice

Holding his hand as he held mine
I tried to be strong and hold him
But it was not to be
He was being called by someone stronger than I was

Yelling and screaming that this was not the day
It was not the time
I had so many things to ask him
So much to learn

Telling the others that he was going away
Hearing their voices in disbelief
Feeling their pain and shock
Attempting to calm them even though I was not

I did get to talk to my hero before he left
Tell him things I needed to tell him
Listening to things he wanted to tell me
Knowing the love was deep and strong

Grateful for being with him when he had to go
Some can not understand that
They don’t need to
Just me and my hero know it

I find my hero lots of time
At the same place he had to leave from
I can feel him watching me
Although I can’t seem to see him

Not sure I want to see him watching me
Then I would want him to come back
And I know that is not possible
So the peace of feeling him is enough

Enough to remind me of the love
The honor and courage he taught me
The respect he showed me, even when disagreeing
The lessons he showed me I hope I never forget

I just hope he hears me now
Hears me telling him he was my hero
That is the only thing I forgot to say

d:-)p94

Reason for writing:

    The inspiration for this came from the fact I was blessed enough to be with my "hero" when he passed away and his spirit will always be part of me.    

Birth sign: Sagittarius
Date created: 1999-07-04 11:58:42
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:13
Poem ID: 52830

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