LONLINESS IS KILLING ME

by Annika - Scorpio

I ALWAYS HAVE SAID I WILL NEVER LEARN TO COMMIT
YET NOW MY LONLINESS IS KILLING ME.
I STILL FEEL ALL ALONE EVEN WHEN I'M W/H YOU.
I'VE GROWN UP OVER THE PAST YEAR WONDERING IF IT WAS WRONG  TO NEED SOMEONE WHO WAS NEVER THERE.
WHY DO I HOLD ON, AFTER ALL THE GAMES YOU NPLAY?
WHY DO I ACCEPT YOU BACK W/H OPEN ARMS WHEN I KNOW JUST LAST NIGHT YOU WERE IN ANOTHER GIRL'S ARMS?
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE YOU ARE SO MUCH LIKE ME, I TEND TO UNDERSTAND & FORGIVE YOUR FAULTS.
WHY?
MAYBE IT'S JUST BECAUSE I'M IGNORNANT
SOME THINGS I THINK ARE WORTH WAITING FOR & YOU ARE 1 OF THOSE THINGS.

Reason for writing:

    I WROTE THIS POEM ABOUT A GUY WHO I'VE BEEN MESSIN' W/H FOR THE PAST 6 MONTHES & I'M STARTING TO CATCH FEELINGS NOW EVEN THOUGH NEITHER OF US ARE THE COMMITIING TYPE OF PEOPLE.PLEASE EMAIL ME W/H COMMENTS/SUGGESTIONS AT sweetdaisy2@yahoo.com.THANKS    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 1999-07-09 14:35:56
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:14
Poem ID: 52858

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