I don't feel anything but regret now that everything is gone i wish i had played my cards right i easily would have won L ately all i do is think of the past i should have treated you better knowing you won't last O ur love was precious to me i know it didn't seem that way its coz i was afraid to get hurt i was afraid you'd turn away V ery often at night i cry myself to sleep and beg for your forgiveness as i silently weep E very day i wake up i often wonder alone what punishment i deserve for everything i have done Y ou are everything to me though now it's too late i wish it could have been different and be free of this horrible fate O ver and ver i think of everything-- the tortures i put you through i can't believe i did those coz i really do love you U ltimately, i believe i should be severly punished from this wonderful world i should forever vanish G oing over my fucking life i can't see anything i've done well i have everything i did and what i am i surely deserve to rot in hell O ver the past few months-- since we said our goodbyes i've planned quite a few details when and how i'll die O nly you--my one and only love are the one i worry about the only reason why my plan i suddenly doubt D uring the next couple of weeks hopefully my plans will be set i won't have to think of my stupid life and fret B aby, you might be wondering why i'm writing this poem to you it's because i'm leaving you a part of me the one thing that is true Y ou will accept this at least i hope you do there is no one else it belongs to, no one, but you E ver since i met you i denied my love from the start but that was never the truth which is why i'm leaving you my heart I LOVE YOU, GOODBYE!
Reason for writing:
i love broke up with me six months ago and i wrote this poem for him. i've been hurt before which is why i held my feelings back, but i regret that and i wish i had told him. this is the first time i published anything i wrote. please comment.
Birth sign: Aries
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