My Man

by ~~Mana~~ - Gemini

The pain that you cause me
you'll never know
The words that you say 
seem to hurt me so

You make my life heaven
you make my life hell
You make me want to hate you
but I love you, your looks, and even smell

I love you so much
but you make me cry
I love you so much
that I just want to die

And as you so carelessly sleep
I sit alone, thinking deep
And I write this poem or you
to tell you the things that you do:

You criticize and tease me without ever thinking
About my looks, my life, my smoking, my drinking
You know that I'm really pissed
but I just wanna know why you don't want to be kissed

You know that I love you
for you I would die
Would you just please stop and think
"Why do I make her cry?"

I hope you don't mean it
but it feels like you do
I feel like my heart's been
snapped into two

I ask myself "Is it me? My looks?"
"Or the way that I am?"
And I want to now why
you want to be my man.

Reason for writing:

    I wrote this when me and my fiancee had gotten into a fight. I don't let him read my poems, especially not this one! But I spent about 1 1/2 hours on it until it was right.    

Birth sign: Gemini
Date created: 1999-07-12 12:21:45
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:14
Poem ID: 52881

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