TRUE TO MYSELF

by Annika - Scorpio

How am I supposed to just let you go-
Why am I pushing you away?
When I want it to be just you & me
I haven't even thought about what I'd do if tommorrow came & you were no longer there
Is it wrong to hope & pray for things that will never be?
I wish you knew how much I have had you in my thoughts lately
Do you realize how many times in a single night I've wondered where you are at night & if you're being true?
Does she say the things you want to hear-that I am so petrified to even whisper?
Is that 1 night stand worth what we have?
Maybe it is because you know I'll be waiting
I'll be waiting becasue I do want only to be with you
And I'd tell you if I trusted myself, that I wouldn't betray you
I don't want to be the 1 to shatter your illusion of love.

Reason for writing:

    I was sitting home alone & thinking about this guy in my life. We've been together for awhile but not exclusive. So this is basically me saying if he told me he wanted to be exclusive just to tell me. Please send any comments/suggestions to sweetdaisy2@yahoo.com. Thanks!    

Birth sign: Scorpio
Date created: 1999-07-17 17:24:28
Last updated: 2021-03-03 14:41:15
Poem ID: 52917

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